Living whole... 

not living in a hole. 

Lol.

I love being happy. 

For me, the start of happiness is the recognition of the gift of joy.

You have to recognize it, in order to receive it. 

I consciously choose to recognize joy every single day, which is the exact springboard that is necessary... for me, personally,

that does not mean that there is nothing outside of joy. 

I just choose to recognize that which brings me joy,

In order to be free,

 to be happy to enjoy life.