“Y’all, I realized what made Vincent (van) Goh|go mad.

I understand the matter that made Mozart move through the musical interworking of any given staff to forever mold melodic expression.

You do not have to choose to claim everything that you have experienced and place it on your back to carry.

—

Jesus gave His life so that we maybe free to experience and feel without carrying the massive burden that is our own individual cross.

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Thank you God! 

Thank you God, for loving me.

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I love you. No condition necessary.

Effortlessly as breath, effervescently.It seems like everyone feels it but no one cares to understand it.

Before you can feel, you must first understand.

Everyone has a reason, but no one wants to take a stand.

The masses have questions but they won’t raise their hands.

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Please hold on, please wait.

You have got to go through it.

It’s easy to love God when things are going well

Don’t forget to heed his word when there is more to tell

Measure your weight in Gold

Wait in Gold.”

“She has not endless metaphors for...
this feeling consuming me or...
The constant aches and the constant pain,
and the tears that flood her world as rain.
The ache in her back reminds her of the heavy loads she carries.
The burning in her chest reminisces upon every broken-hearted weary.
The reoccurring throbbing in her hands tells her of all the times no one was there to hold it.
Her head hurts from processing all of the bullshit.
The mental and physical are unfortunately linked when it comes to depression.
It lurks in her life as an endless oppression.
She knows not how to say, only how to feel.
And this everyday pain is all too real.
She chooses to be alone in solitude,
even though that’s when reality is so crude.
The thoughts, they flood her mind...
There is no goodness to find.

I have not endless metaphors, only words.”

“Because there is no other way

To be sure;

And or endure.

Open eyes and heart

In meditation.

Giving honor, praise,

And adoration.

So that this earthen vessel may be filled

With all that God has willed.Nothing more or nothing less.

For it is the faithful servant who God will surely bless.”

“A E I O U
And sometimes Y.
The forgotten vowel.

Sometimes, we forget about Y.
Why do we forget about the Y?

As I am Filtering through my Fantasies.

And Deciphering my Dreams.

I do wonder as well.

Father, time will be the only one to tell.

Shout out to all the people who don’t care because you care too much.
”

“Do you hear her heart crying?

Do you hear her heart trying?

It is trying to repair,

all of these everyday wear and tears.

Thing after thing,

Trial after trial…

It all does seem to build up, after awhile.

People seem to get all up in your face

and, more and more out of place.

Some days are good and some days are bad…

Yet still, her joy never fades that she’s always had

 ”

“How dare U talk at me based off of invalid assumptions!?

UR opinion! 

YOUR idea of me!

Without any inclination of ME

or respect for,

the genuine fact of who I am.

Damn. 

How dare you?”